TrappedAndConfused

I've been trying to write for days, But the words just won't come out. Making me start to wonder why I even bother, Because nothing ever seems to work anyways. With every thought I feel my mind filling up with doubt. I just keep shifting from one problem to another. Taking one step forward and two steps back. Numbers an calculations are blocking every thought. I can feel the computer screen dragging me down. Every night it leaves me unfulfilled and starting to lack, The will to get up and try, 'cause friends can't be bought. All the time I must hide my inner desires, never to be shown. It's always been the same. Trapped within mys